GUILTY

Guilty Maran

 

Guilt

"Maran" who was looking for almost a month is standing in front of me.

But I was disappointed that I couldn't see the mortal fear that must have crossed his face upon seeing me. I have been wandering for a month after being released from prison to torture and kill him. The fact that he stands staring at me in amazement, knowing that I will kill him wherever I see him, is disappointing in itself.

"Change"...I gritted my teeth. An old friend of mine. That was the time when we were doing uncountable tasks such as foot stomping, hand washing, etc.

When I went to the town in a good state of intoxication, I was told, "Hey, you didn't even come to see what was going on, what are you doing today? The one who slapped Lakshmi asked Andi..I want to see you, is it my job to see your face?

Lakshmi, who stood against me with anger on her face, put on a peaceful face in two minutes and said with tears in her voice.

Did you get two hundred rupees from your mother before her sudden surrender made me angry?

We have killed our father, and we have taken care of Annadam, but now we come here and ask for money from our mother.

The one who threw the words of his mouth, who has no money for two hundred rupees, now come to my door and come to my earnings! Intoxicated, I could not stand there any longer and staggered out

Otherwise, a party has come and gone today, and they will make it look like the person they are showing has not worked for a month. Take all the sticks. He said that he will show the party tomorrow..

There was no response from Maran and he was looking at me. I'm looking at it as if it's new. Do as you say..I chased it away.

I don't really like what we do. What kind of survival is this, brother, it survives by beating others and getting money.

I'm talking too much, do you understand that your job is to do what you're told, don't go.. Be ready for tomorrow evening, if you're afraid, go to our Rakiannan's brewery and buy it on my account, do you understand what I said?

I said I am not coming, I don't like this, I am coming for a construction job from tomorrow, leave me.

Furious, I clutched his shirt. "Rascal" you have spoken like the great Gandhi, you will come with me tomorrow. No, don't treat yourself as if you will be admitted to the hospital tomorrow..

I'm even more excited when his face turns to fear, do you understand? Solia, ten thousand, twenty thousand, will you not be bitter when you give him? Don't go and put your goods and sleep and come ready tomorrow evening.

He mumbled something and moved away.

"I must not leave him" anymore, he will betray me, I thought in my heart. Next, he should be killed with a knot, no hands and feet.

My “bad time” was waiting until dark the next evening when he escaped to attack a pedestrian. Not only that, he has become a bigger boy than the party that asked him to beat him.

The police came at night and took me and Marana away. Almost two days of police observation, I was not moved.

But Maran has become an approver. He has narrated everything we have done so far to the police.

Am I a bit delusional? Maybe he himself told the party. We should have said "I'm sorry", we shouldn't have sent him out, we cheated him...

What's the use of complaining anymore, they have wasted almost nine years by making "something or other complaints" and adding to everything.

From the day I went to prison, I decided right then and there that this guy was the first person to look out for when I “got out”.

After nine years of being 'so and so' for less than eight years, I have been guiltily looking for a "change" for this month.

We couldn't find him in any of the liquor store and area we once wandered around.

They said that he had come out of jail within a year, and after that he had left the place, and they did not know where he went.

Where has he gone? I remember he used to say that his hometown was Tirupur.

I have left for Tirupur. "Rascal" will not leave you wherever you go. He who has degraded me by keeping me in prison for eight years, can I let him live?

'Naai' wandered and wandered beyond Tirupur in that town where there was no village and no town. It was probably seven o'clock and darkness was spreading.

After the construction work was completed, the person who was standing there looking uninterested as the people were walking in a row, thought that this walk must be familiar..I have seen it somewhere..

Heart fluttered. To this oneThe raven's eight years of waiting were not in vain. I had to beat him up, but I was excited, as there were a lot of people there, so I slowly targeted him and started following him.

There was no one in sight of a good opportunity, only the light of four or five houses was coming a little further. A lot of thorn bushes were standing darkly there.

This is the perfect opportunity. When he heard my voice "Dey Mara" he was walking in thought and looked back in shock.

When he saw me, he was standing motionless.

He slowly drew the knife from his waist for him and slowly approached him.

Why is "Dad" so late? I waited so long for you after coming out of school..a girl came running towards him..

Masilamani, Hey Masilamani, I ran even in this darkness to see your father, now you are making me run after you..

Even though she was talking boringly, her voice made me feel proud of her daughter and her husband.

I could feel the feeling of guilt that had been raging all over my body till now completely seeping into the soil through my feet.

Oh God, the child is family, don't do anything to him, from there put your hand on his lips and don't say anything to him.

A kind of ecstasy fills my mind, honestly, may he be well. Beautiful wife, child, that too a school going child. Enough sir, this is enough sir, this is life..

What would have happened if Lakshmi was with me at this time? No, would I have sent that child to school? She is so happy that he has a life

Maran is truly human sir.

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